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Wednesday, January 9th, 2008
3:27 am
Not Getting anything done
After a few weeks since losing my day job and my glasses things are starting to get back in order in my life. The world was a complete fog and a very depressing place while my nearsightedness took over. It was a bleak place but having a night job really helped me have things to do and not feel so lonely as all of my friends were very busy with the holidays. As much as I would have hoped that my part time job would have picked me up full tile that's not very likely to happen and I'll start the job search very shortly.

As much as I would have loved to tell you that I had caught up on housework or even on my novel I can tell you that I did none of that mostly I slept tillnoon on a regular basis. I have some ideas for the new job but mostly it will be chosen by location and compatibility with the part time job so as to make as much money as possible. I'm not mad at people for being very busy this time of year but at times it's a little lonely and its hard not to just take it personally. Mike C was who I spent new years with for the most part and the next day we made it out to see Walk Hard, I felt it was a fine comedy but I bet it's not for everyone.

Just today I saw A Bridge to Terabithia I loved this film. The movie is about being an outcast and coping with life, there were a few moments where I almost cried, had I been alone I just may well have. I'll be picking this book up very soon, the subjects of imagination friendship and the death of someone special are all covered. As yet another wonderful book that people want to have censored I almost have to pick this up then next I will get a copy of the Golden Compass books.

For my own creativeness I have been building and painting some models while I re imagine my novel from November, My other project about a private school for very gifted children and If you have not heard my homage screen play.

The Novel was to be a culmination of 5 years worth of fantasy work I had completed over the last many years all shook together no matter how unrelated my world building, poetry and short stories were. I wrote many thousands of words into this project due to the National novel writing month but I need to refine the scope and the plots of this novel.

The Second project was based on a strange dream I had were myself and a friend were going to a private school where magic was taught and we met very normal girls from a public school and we tried to impress them. After I woke up I spent a great deal of time thinking of how I could turn this into a more American and original piece of work. So I made the school about children who were psychic's and based it on the School my friend James went to for the level of tradition and for other wonderful details you just can't make up. I made the founders of the school the American forefathers from an alternative history were the war of American Revolution was one by mental powers not just our military tactics and perhaps the inability of England to send all her mighty forces. As for my influences here I went with my love of history and the old White Wolf Publications dark view of the world and the supernatural and my love of Coast to Coast AM.

The Screenplay is the most recent idea.

By homage I mean to lift the plot from a movie I love The Commitments, but I wanted it to be Hispanics living in Texas and even using those terrible Hollywood clichés from all the movies of the last 25 years. I was going to have the movie still be about a soul band and use the idea of a fat ugly guy as the lead singer, a catholic nun as the organ player, mariachi as the horn line and a guitar player named Fat Julio who is a round hombre who loves punk music. I plan to use all the bad lines and all the same Hispanic actors mainly it s a reason to watch a lot of movies and try and make something from the research. Basically I feel like the thing writes itself.

Sadly instead of all this I'm working on some stupid gaming stuff that's just going to be a throw away thing that's not going to do anything other than entertain a few buddies and waste a few Tuesday nights. It's a fun time waster based off of Warhammer.

Soon I will get back on track and I will finish a project.

Also getting to go back to karaokee and seeing Dave and Dani was wonderfull Oh yeah and Jess and the Zen crew was great too.
Tuesday, December 26th, 2006
8:35 pm
Better yet lets put the comic here.

7:07 pm
I cant draw lawl.

The story starts soon but the art will be sad for much longer.
Monday, December 25th, 2006
12:30 am
Its time.
Soon all my writing and art work will see the light of day I will post a webcomic on my pulp Eberon stories hopefully by the end of the month of January.
Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
11:49 pm
this was fun
The Boy Next Door
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDm)

Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet.

We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what.

Your exact opposite:
The 5-Night Stand

Deliberate Brutal Sex Master
On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold.

More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but some fail miserably in the search. These tarnished few grow up to be The Men Next Door, who are creepy as hell, offering backrubs to kids and what not.


CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor, The Peach

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: gatologic
11:29 pm
Having comp issues
But I found http://forums.majorgeeks.com/showthread.php?t=35407 to help me figure things out I think I got a lot of work ahead of me.
Friday, May 5th, 2006
9:23 am
More blog fun Thanks
Comment and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours

I go this from an old chat buddy.

Subject: Re: Yo
1. Your SN makes me think you're Jewish
2. Send me an IM next time you're online... I don't promise to be there
3. Organge like your icon
4. We have random conversations when we get around to talking
5. Being confused by your IM
6. Warthog... again icon
7. I ask you stuff all the time. Nothing to ask
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours
Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
3:12 am
Hey a blog.
Getting the car worked on and thinking. (longest blog ever)

I Spent several hours at the mall having my brakes evaluated and repaired, which lead to a lot of time painting figures in a Games Workshop store. This is a hobby that I have enjoyed for many a year now I like to be creative and any activity that allows me to listen to music is a plus. I rapped with the lads that work there currently Tom had a story about a woman who was locked out of Sears because they like to close their gates prompty at 9:30 normaly this is just a nusance and the people get to walk the long way out side but they happend to have her car. So Tom basically breaks into Sears and demands to see a manager! The first person he runs into tell him to leave and he then demands to see a manager, the manager was not helpfull at all but Tom insisted and after he had to figure out himself how to open the garage door the woman got to pay and leave in her own car that night.

In the middle of this I managed to eat at The JB Mac a new favorite and i noshed on some nummy comfort food. Also I ran into my buddy Ahren who shared a laugh with me and yet again attempted to bully me into gettign a phone. I may even get one in the near future.

Then I get to Talk to Travis about the fact he isn't happy in his relationship, Hmm I'm less than sucessful with women, like I seldom make it past second dates and I am far from having honest advice about the second year. He was a seemed a little upset I had nothing serious to say.

Then I get home and turn On World Of Warcraft aww my fake world who could find me here, Then i get to talk to Drew about his career delema's Hes accepted a job that was good but he has a chance to work with a larger company with better hours and free relocation Oh did i mention more money. Even though He did sign agreement papers I told him all her would really piss off is the HR people and who really cares about them.

Then Much WOW was played and a drink was had I've been making my own Appletini's and thats a good thing, sadly I'm all out and now have a tiny bit of left over vodka I may just save it and move onto the next mixed beverage and I'll have a few ounces of vodka for a rainy day.

AS for me and women I have a few crushes and while I'm really into one person in particular I have nothing to count on that would say this relationship is guaranted. Were not hanging out on a regular basis out side of work were certanly not in a kissing phase yet. While it may be foolish to be hopefull ( as I am often foolish) I have a few other crushes but those are very far fetched and I've even had coworkers address to me about my bouts of depression and or socialy crippling low self esteem (line up ladies Nick Is a winner) but the last lovely i dated has forgiven me enough to invite me to go with her to a Jack and Jill this week this should be fun and I always like to meet new people.

Also everyone for the most part has that one person they have unfinished business one some old lover or someone that there was allways sexual tention with, or even some that the two of you just never connected in any way other than as soulmates and that was not enough for one of you.

Maybee you told them you loved them, maybe you said love without you is like a wave with out the white cap, in my case we met online and i told her i loved her and was willing to move very far away to be with her. I was only half right I was not willing to move and after we spoke late Monday night we both appologised possibly for the last time about this and we caught up a little. I'd really like to visit her and have her visit me I'd imagine our chemistry would be differant but I'd love to spend quality time with some one who knew me when I was 21 and have them get to know the person i am know. I really would like to hear what she has to say about me and possibly I want her to aprove of me as a decent human being. Because sometimes I question that fact, and well i never know how to answer myself.

Also today I found out an old old friend of mine came out of the closet finaly to her mother, in a situation where the whole world may have known but her mother. I'm sorry but I think people should love each other and I think people should have sex. I don't like to hear other wise. If your missing one or the other your missing a wonderfull part of life. And if you fine someone thats a boy like you or a girl like you and thats the way you feel awsome, thats your moment of time to enjoy as best you can. If its always going to be that way then bravo you may know a little bit more about yourself and thats a step to enlightenment. Yes I know the Canonised overly translated into archaic English that we don't understand bible tell us homosexuality is wrong, I get that in fact I also understand it tell us to do many thing we do all the time. See with faith we can pick and choose what we want and we allways do, I've known many people to stand behind the bible in third person hearsay but they never truly study it, not in a way that really explores the stories that are shared in its pages. Like Samson and Deliah is not about love of the wrong woman its about faith, see Nazarites didn't cut their hair as a matter of tradition having his hair cut and his heritage insulted is enough to destroy any man of faith. But they never tell you that stuff cause well they don't study anything they just think they know. and ALl this crap about hell having lots of levels and the devil living there now, (made up) celestial choir (made up) saints (made up) and we let these people tell us what is right pssh. I used to work with a woman years ago that told me I was a sinner because I endulged in premarital sex, while she was on her third marrage with her 4th child on the way and she was planning to leave her husband all at the age of get this 22. I'm the one who is moraly corrupt?

I belive these people are no differant than you and me and i wish my brothers and sisters the best in life. No matter who you are what you are doing, just go love some one and please don't let old ideas tell you you can't love that person especialy if that person is your family and dare i say it that petty Being mad at your daughter for kissing girls and being upset you'll never walk her down the aisle is like being upset your son dosn't play football. Their life not yours their decisions not yours. Life is hard enough with all these things we have to worry about with car repairs, career decision, your romantic life, typical adult regret, for some people children to have to need the concent of your loved ones for a life choice that may have been decided for you by nature.

Games have rules because some one wrote them, I wonder if physics and chemistry are the rules of the game we play and who wrote them.~Nicholas Israel Martinez.

PS. I went to my friends blog and left this in their comment.

I feel that if you have trust, honor, and respect you can't be wrong.
Friday, November 18th, 2005
1:43 am
Of rumors and spell checker
Today at work a few things came up one was that some rumoers spread about a manager and two ladies i work whith having a three some. Legand ha it that I;m involved because I told storires about the manager showing up at the bar we ll go to. I'm honestly not sorry and its really not my fault to the honest the manager was drunk out of him mind and annoying the hell out of me that night. UI didn't even spill the beans first so fuck that.

More imporatantly i go to talk to this rad table tonight and we started talking about when you use a word processor how the little paper clip starts telling you that your grammor sucks. I just sit there and spill out all that I want to saw and the damn paper clip avatar tells me I basically suck.

"Thats a run on sentance"

well yeah Mr paper clip but it says all i want to say

I then play with it and i never get the sentance restructured to resemble proper English.

Some day it will all make sence especialy if I can get that paper clip to just write the story for me, chances are though I will fire the hell out of the paper clip and go straight to the puppy....till then you paper clip fucker spell my words for me.

Current Mood: aggravated
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
11:26 pm
Of Work and Turduckens
I've been working way too much as of late many many hours spent at work and failing that in a bar. Often I've only really had one whole day off and i spend that at a friends house so we can play D&D all day and talk about stuff.

So thats why I have not been posting and that also why my myspace pic was so silly for so long ( no I'm not a furry) .. I asked a coworker to come chill with me Tomorrow i hope we can get a connection but hey lets see whats in the cards. Gonna do a little karaoke sing a little AFI maybe.(new fav)

In my obsessive little word I'm all about the Turduckin this is where you stick a chicken in a duck which you then stuff into a Turkey and cook all three and you get a tasty meal for a small army. I'm going to look into this and plan to give this a try Sunday during D&D so I can feed my friends and just once damnit we wont eat Chinese food. The Turduckin has risen.

After some research I found this.

Damnit its too hard for me to do alone. I'm so upset


but I can buy it pre prepared for an awsome pricetag but I'll get some friends to chip in.

perhaps i could just debone a few chickens to prepare.

Current Mood: bored
Friday, September 23rd, 2005
2:05 am
The questionare from okay amigo.com
I filled this out for the site but I'm gonna change a few answers cause tis funny

Age 26
Height 5' 7" I quess
Date of Birth 05/16/1979
Weight 170lbs. - 189lbs. Once again a good quess
Body Type Average
Eye Color Black
Hair Color Black
Race/Ethnicity Latino/Hispanic
Education Level Technical/Trade School
Religion Non-Denominational or no give a shit
Sexual Orientation Heterosexual
Interracially Date Hell yeah! or that may be all I do
Relationship Status Never Married
Children No
Date Someone With Children Hell yeah!
Smoke No
Date Someone Who Smokes Hell yeah!
Do You Drink Yes
Date Someone Who Drinks Hell yeah!
Do you consider yourself a bitch/bastard Hell no!
Any Tattoos or exotic piercings Hell yeah!
How Important Is Sex Very.
Age Range You're Willing To Date & Cuddle Yes
Money Status Just Getting By
Housing House
Political Affiliation None
Registered Voter No!
Do you laugh or cry when you see a midget crossing the street Laugh
I view sex as... a healthy part of a monogamous relationship.
Times Per Week You Get Drunk: 3-4 Times
Do you use drugs No, but I used to!
Have you ever cheated on a lover? No!
How many sexual partners have you boinked (had sex with!) 6-10
What's your favorite fantasy? Video taping
Do you look at porn Shush
How far will you go on a first date Just a kiss
How far have you gone with anyone Shush
Favorite Colors Red, Blue, Green, Brown, Black
Favorite Movie Genres Drama, Action, Comedy
Favorite Television Genre Comedy, Music Video
Favorite Music Genre Rock, Rap and Hip-Hop, Jazz, Pop, R&B, Classic Rock
Favorite Indoor Activities Dancing, Music, Dining, Sex
Favorite Outdoor Activities Camping, Traveling, Hiking
Favorite Sports Bicycling, Bowling, Hacky Sack, Martial Arts

About Me
I'm a converted New Englander I've been here three years now but origionaly I'm from Texas. I'm a waitor cause I like going to work at noon and I'm overall silly and lazy.

Describe who you want to meet
I want to meet fun people esp. people who are looking to do stuff during the week cause thats when I have free time and want to go have fun.
In your own words, what's a successful relationship?
The love to have the Respect so you can have the trust.

What is your personal quote?
(sounds like barkin sounds)

What Turns You On?
long hair shapely women

What Turns You Off?
Getting stabbed

What's your pirate name?
Captain Shivins "n'garrr I be Shivin yee"
What can you do with a jar of peanut butter, a dog, and a lawn mower?

Honestly waste an entire day and here is why

Well the penut butter is more food in the housed than I typically keep so thats good stuff right there no buying food today. The dog and me can go play after I mow the lawn and the neighbors too F'n jek I like to cut a swath across his yard at the low level so he can cry when he come to complain the dog can attack him or protect me.

Describe yourself in five words
Silly lazy simple

What sound do you make when waking up?
Gah F*** (slaps the Snooze button)

What kind of hamburger are you?
I am the often over looked Burger with Avacado Jalapano's extra cheese no veggies and I'm cooked to a hot red center.

Who annoys you the most?
Radio commercials

My idea of a bad date includes
Dates where you can't communicate and it gets all boring

My idea of a good date includes
Dates where you just sit and yap about whats going on and you honestly enjoy each others company

Tell us about the last time you farted in a public space
Nothing worth telling here I fart at work all the time in the back room to mess with coworkers

Where do you see yourself 3 hours after you drink 4 shots of tequila?
Still at the bar I can handle Tequila very well wine is another story

What's your favorite body part and why?
Toss up between nice hips or a neck to nibble on.

Tell us a story involving yourself and a drunk person
gosh so many of my stories start off like that Umm last Cinco De mayo my friend Nick and I were drinking all day and at some point he decides to let me have some chewing tobaco I'm so drunk I forget this is a bad idea and next thing I know I'm barfing on the side of his truck and i had to get picked up by the roomie.

You're out partying with King Kong. What happens?
Firstly I want the big guy to step on my car so i can get a new one. after that what ever we can get away with till the cops show up.
Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
10:15 pm
I've created a monster
The deadly spider Bee is now a cafe press shop www.cafepress.com/spiderbee flee mortals
Monday, June 27th, 2005
1:35 am
My Jetsons Routine
So George gets fired for like the umpteenth time from Spacely sprockets and he's drinking some bourbon from a highball glass.. Jane comes in all high drama and threatens to go to her mothers like she always does. George gets up in a drunken rage starts shouting and spilling his drink. "Fine you cold fish get out I never loved you anyway"
"the only reason we got together was you had big tits and I had a nice car” And Judy you were an accident"

"I tired to make and honest woman of your mother too bad she doesn’t have honest employment"
"and while on the subject only whores had white hair when i was in school"
"and Elroy you little shit I spent all your college money at the casino" Your only hope of higher education is a sports scholarship too bad you have no hand eye coordination
Throws the glass
: Rosie comes over and cleans up
"and this piece of shit maid you got is just a spy to make sure I don' cheat on you
"don't worry about that you ruined sex for me you cold fish"
"fine go to your mothers in the car I bought"

Current Mood: cheerful
Friday, June 17th, 2005
12:46 am
Batman begins
This was an awsome movie the action , cinematography and acting were all fantastic. There was very little to complain about and I must say I never dreamed a Batman movie could be this good. I highly recomend.

Current Mood: drunk
Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
7:44 pm
Thank you The Cure
AOL radio now has a The Cure station nothing like hearing Jupiter Crash right after a whirlwind relationship to put a smile back on your face.

Current Mood: contemplative
6:09 pm
This is neat.

create your own visited states map
or check out these Google Hacks.

In other news Shauna and I have called it quits as a couple today good time really I'll miss her to bad it could not have worked out. I may however may have a date tonight.

Current Mood: sad
Saturday, April 16th, 2005
3:42 am
Hey come see how big my head looks
This is me http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/gatologic/detail?.dir=eb3a&.dnm=75d6.jpg&.src=ph

and this is my fat head and my current GF Shauna (who I'm lucky to have)


damn camera phones my girle took this as soon as I said heyu my friends in TX may wanna see what you looked like. were still having fun and stuff more storeis later.
Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
4:36 pm
Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
1:13 am
Back from the Hospital
Soo as soon as I press update on my live journal. I get a call from my girl saying that the plans for the night had changed cause she had just cut herself and if she then asked if it would be too much trouble to for me to drive her to the hospital. So off I go down to her place and after some trouble looking up where the hospital is and turning off the oven we go over to the friendly neighborhood Emergency room. Hijinks ensue such the hot triage nurse and my not knowing how to escape the dastardly parking garage. After 2 hours and 4 stitches we finally got to have a rather lovely dinner. Oh by the way the finger is still intact.

Current Mood: Like Mario Andretti
Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
10:08 pm
Got kidnapped
So I ended up getting kidnapped and made someone’s boyfriend this weekend. I've been seeing this wonderful girl Shauna that I met at work for a short while and after spending the last 2 days with her day and night we decided to become an official couple. I wasn't so much looking for a relationship as I was looking into having a few dates when it just sort of fell into place. If you were to ask me I'd say she is much too beautiful for me and that I'm lucky to have her. Honestly that’s her decision to judge me as a good looking man and I know that’s the decision she made before she asked me out. self deprecation aside we have enough in common to make things work and enough not in common to have stuff to debate about. I do like her a lot and I will be curious to see where this goes and may try to get an odd couple pic of the 2 of us later

Shauna and I went to the music store today and the two of us were looking at guitars today I think I can get a nice used one for like $200 ish which is about all I can handle right now with out some serious planning. she got like her 6th string replaced for a buck (hot girl discount) and I went home and tuned her guitar years of music training finally impress a girl.

Also the two of us watched American Idol on get this show tunes night something I know a little something about. I watched Dream the impossible dream and My Funny Valentine badly interpreted ( well Funny Valentine was done well just its not really a love song its about looking in the mirror) Bo sucked ass and should have spent more than 3 minutes looking for a song something from Oklahoma could have played well with his accent. But overall the Music teacher guy was my favorite.

All and all Though Shauna and Simon may have not liked the category I fell it makes the singers be themselves and they can’t hide behind a genre where they just emulate their heroes but they have to be themselves.

And in music and life thats what its really all about.

Well I'm off to have a home cooked vegatarian dinner with Shauna and play her a good version of Funny valentine

Current Mood: loved
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